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Progress, Not Perfection

Fourth Step: Check  IWell, sort of...)

Fifth Step: Check  (Well, sort of...)

Not only have i discovered new facts about myself in the aftermate of 4 and 5.  But i thought my sponsor might have stopped listening to my fifth step before i was through.  I have not mentioned this, but i will.

I think i tried to make my life an open book, but i ended up presenting an amazon.com type preview.  My childhoos, especially liffe at home, is still a mystery..  I'm tirn among indifference, autism, and abuse as the possible reason for this lapse of memoruy.  My siblings have suggested indifference; my father suggested (indirectly) a different story.

Anyway, i will doubtless do another 4th step if i live long enough

Meanwhile, on to Step Six, etc.

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amaebi
Nov. 22nd, 2017 01:32 pm (UTC)
I was going to say *applause*". And I don't mean any reverse of that! But I fid myself curious whether the process is giving you what you hoped for, something unexpected but welcome or wonderful, or something else.
bobby1933
Nov. 23rd, 2017 03:56 am (UTC)
A great question which i need to answer for myself as nuch as for others. The answer will require at least a post.

I had six years in the program about thirty years ago. IO wa;s a different person then, with different ideas about realitys. I hope i have grown some.

The short answer is that it has been a good experience. I am part of a community which wants many of the same things i do, and that was a major reason for going back. If and when i have had the promised spiritual experience, i will be able give a more thorough and positive answer. <3
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