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A Dirty Old Man


For several days i have been reading the diary of Etty Hillesum, a Dutch Jew whose growing spirituality enabled her to face the destruction of the Dutch Jews by the Germans in the early 1940.  I was thinking of the many things that prevented me from closing the distance between her (as writer) and myself (as reader),
the main factor being the contrast between her lustiness and my lack of sexuality.  So i interuppted my reading to put Dianne down for a nap.  She ordinarily does not nap so i worried, was she ill?  was she angry?  was she depressed?  No she said she was just sleepy.  Then she added that she never gets angry, just frustrated and she takes her frustrations out on me because i am available.  Then i said maybe she deserves a spanking and i patted her lightly on her buttocks.  She waid whe wasn't into spanking but touching is nice.  Suddenly i felt a new energy.  Blood seemed to rush into places that have deprived for many years.  We embraced like young lovers.  It is an hour later and i still feel the energy and passion.  I will kiss her tenderly when she awakens.

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pondhopper
Dec. 7th, 2012 09:00 pm (UTC)
You're not a dirty old man. You're a man who is in love with his wife and that, my friend, is beautiful.
:)
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bobby1933
Dec. 7th, 2012 11:53 pm (UTC)
Yeah, thank you, Lulu. The feeling is still here! If it keeps up, i will nominate Etty Hillesum as the first "Generic Saint," and claim myself as her first miracle.
bobby1933
Dec. 7th, 2012 11:54 pm (UTC)
Thank you :)
reginaterrae
Dec. 8th, 2012 02:52 am (UTC)
This. I love how much you love her. :)
bobby1933
Dec. 8th, 2012 05:11 am (UTC)
Thank you, Regina.
cathy_edgett
Dec. 7th, 2012 10:08 pm (UTC)
Beautiful!
bobby1933
Dec. 7th, 2012 11:54 pm (UTC)
Yeah, i thought so too! Thank you.
bardcat
Dec. 7th, 2012 11:18 pm (UTC)
absolutely beautiful!
bobby1933
Dec. 7th, 2012 11:55 pm (UTC)
Thank you, Jeff.
amaebi
Dec. 8th, 2012 01:23 am (UTC)
Oh, that's nice. :)
bobby1933
Dec. 8th, 2012 01:37 am (UTC)
Yes, thank you, Mary Ann :)
madman101
Dec. 8th, 2012 06:47 am (UTC)
hey that's terrific!

(in the good sense of course)
bobby1933
Dec. 8th, 2012 07:30 am (UTC)
Hah! yes.
showingup
Dec. 8th, 2012 09:12 am (UTC)
Love is a wondrous thing :)
sabrinamari
Dec. 10th, 2012 07:52 pm (UTC)
happy lovely sweetness : )
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