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January 11th, 2016

Answer for question 4589.

What's bringing you the most happiness in your life right now? Why is it such a good thing for you? Has it been present a long time, or is it a recent addition to your world?
Probably because of the way my brain is wired, i do not experience joy. Anything extremely good (or bad) comes through as "interesting." Since i have not had that experience yet, it is difficult to guess what might cause me to have it. Probably sexual activity (which certainly has made me happy) has come closer than almost anything.

But there was a time when i was almost ten that i had a feeling i had never had before nor since. I was playing in a rill, chasing water skippers, i think, on a sunny morning in July in the Pacific Northwest. My toes were in the mud and my eyes were looking at some birds when this feeling hit me. I think i might call it joy, for lack of a better word.

As grew older i've interpreted that experience in a hundred different ways. I think it was a gift i was given because my mind and body were at peace. I have seen a lot of mud and a lot of birds since then but the inner feeling has not returned. The mystics have told me how they have acquired that feeling and i am working on it.

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