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Today was a day of almost total empty mindedness.  No bliss perhaps, but certainly nearly complete silence.  I did not put in my hearing aids, which "helped."  Other than that, the silence came spontaneously and stayed for hours.  I took breaks for lunch and to write some checks.  I could not remember how to subtract 9 from 17 (and just now had a hard time spelling "lunch."  I don't think it is demential unless that is defined by movement away from the material world.  When this happened a few days ago it was unpleasant.  Today it is neither pleasant nor unpleasant.  It does feel like what detachment might feel like.  Right now i am not going to talk about this or think about it.  Maybe later.

Loving kindness, peace, compsssion, and joy.

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amaebi
Jul. 2nd, 2016 02:32 am (UTC)
Toes are nice.
bobby1933
Jul. 2nd, 2016 04:16 am (UTC)
;)
o_laila
Jul. 2nd, 2016 03:12 am (UTC)
its been a while. sending a love that doesn't disturb the stillness.
bobby1933
Jul. 2nd, 2016 04:19 am (UTC)
Thank you.
Silence is a manifestation of love,
sometimes, also is disturbance. :)
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bobby1933
Jul. 2nd, 2016 04:24 am (UTC)
Re: Soon aeis soen, ay
:(, :), <3, 33
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bobby1933
Jul. 2nd, 2016 04:35 am (UTC)
Re: Soon aeis soen, ay
And either i'm getting used to it, or your poetry is getting much, much clearer.
vaporw
Jul. 2nd, 2016 02:47 pm (UTC)
I think that's called depression dear.
bobby1933
Jul. 2nd, 2016 03:41 pm (UTC)
Yes, but depression and i are old friends and this doesn't (didn't) feel the same: no sadness and no painl.
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